Sunday, October 1, 2017

i had a moment

i had a moment this past week. i was reflecting back on a difficult therapy session and wondered, as i had at times in the recent past, if maybe killing myself would be easier than continuing to endure the emotional pain that currently fills my life.

i then had a sense of peace about the idea - a reaction i had never had before.

then i became afraid and wondered, "is this how it starts?"

that's a long time....

was eating dinner this evening. a conversation turned to my making a comment about something happening in 2018 at a time when i had moved ba...