i had a moment this past week. i was reflecting back on a difficult therapy session and wondered, as i had at times in the recent past, if maybe killing myself would be easier than continuing to endure the emotional pain that currently fills my life.
i then had a sense of peace about the idea - a reaction i had never had before.
then i became afraid and wondered, "is this how it starts?"
Sunday, October 1, 2017
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