i'm not sure if i've had a more stressful week in the three plus years i've been in this organization. i've lost count of the number of times my blood pressure has risen over the countless ridiculous things that have happened as we've tried to plan for and conduct an orderly approach to the workforce reduction. the fact that most people seem to be in some other frame of mind, blissfully unconcerned, disengaged, uncaring or all of the above about the major action that is about to take place does little to help my level of frustration.
it would be so helpful to be able to leave work and just relax. unfortunately, i continue to struggle with the same set of emotional problems that have plagued me all year.
i keep wondering how much of me will be left to give by the end of the year. it already feels that what is today is not enough.
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