the more the days go by in 2015, the more i feel that there is very little that is "new" about this new year -- at least with respect to my life. the same struggles (both of 2014 and lifelong) persist both professionally and personally. i'm physically rested but mentally and emotionally enervated. i sit at night and think, "i know there's a reason for me to still be here but damned if i have any remote inkling of an idea of what that reason is."
it's very dark in my life right now. i need some light to help me find my way "home" if such a concept even exists for me anymore. Did it ever?
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