Tuesday, November 17, 2015

indeed i don't

back in the place where my belief in lasting relationships and my trust in the fidelity of men has left me.

back to feeling foolish for opening my heart and trusting.

back to questioning what difference does it make that i try my best to do good, be generous and give love in this world.

back to a broken heart and shattered dreams.

back to not knowing where to go from here.

back to not being sure it really matters.

don't want to be a fool - luther vandross
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