Sunday, August 17, 2008

clearer

I believe I have good news to report. Nigel and I had a very good phone conversation yesterday afternoon into evening and I think we are clearer on where each other stands. I think he really heard me about the mistakes we both had been making, and that in moving forward, we need to be even more conscious of the points raised.

I know, at the very least, that I was clear that I was going to be different (in, what I believe, a good way even if for my own well-being) than I had been in the most recent past. I will back to visit him in a few weeks and then he wants to come out here the next month (a major development as he does not like to fly, but I take this as a gesture that he wants to work at being equal partners in our relationship).

I trust that all will be well because I am determined not to lose myself again. Nothing is worth that.

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