It's been a good and difficult period of life all at the same time. The next two posts are about the difficult part. Not using many words of my own. For this experience I resort again to my emotional outlet of music, and with that, one of my favorite groups as the messenger. Heard these two songs, which interestingly enough, are back to back on the latest Evanescence album. With each one I felt, "yes, that's what is going on in my heart," and I knew I had to post them here. Click on the title of the song to get to the music, but I've provided the lyrics here as well .
"The Change" - Evanescence
Thought that I was strong
I know the words I need to say
Frozen in my place
I let the moment slip away
I've been screaming on the inside
And I know you feel the pain
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Aaa aaa aaa [repeats]
Say it's over,
Yes it's over
But I need you anyway
Say you love me but it's not enough
Never meant to lie
But I'm not the girl you think you know
The more that I am with you
The more that I am all alone
I've been screaming on the inside
And I know you feel the pain
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Aaa aaa aaa [repeats]
Say it's over,
Yes it's over
But I need you anyway
Say you love me but it's not enough
Not that I'm so different
Not that I don't see
The dying light of what we used to be
But how could I forgive you?
You've changed!
And I'm a liar by your side
I'm about to lose my mind
'Cause I've been screaming on the inside
And I know you feel the pain
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Aaa aaa aaa [repeats]
You've been dreaming
If you're thinking
That I still belong to you
And I've been dying,
Because I'm lying to myself!
Aaa aaa aaa [repeats]
Say it's over,
Yes it's over
But I need you anyway
Say you love me but it's not enough
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