i'm not sure quite how to describe the kind of day i have had at work (though the title of this entry is a good first attempt), and i feel i should add the kind of day i've had thus far because i'm still here waiting for another meeting to start. suffice it to say that on more than one occasion the thought of asking my boss to add my name to the workforce reduction list, so i can escape this insanity.
ultimately, i've got to figure something out. i'm not sure what the solution is and as a result no clue how to get there. all i know is i'm tired of working so hard to try to do the right things in the right way only to have all that effort undermined by decisions of other leaders. i've been very disappointed that our senior-most leaders have allowed this situation to continue in this way for this long.
it does not help that i leave this craziness to return to an empty house and an empty life. it feels like there is no consolation for me anywhere in this world.
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