Sunday, June 12, 2011

isolation

i'm in a place where i'm feeling excruciatingly lonely. it's been a long time since i've felt this way. not since i was truly single, so that would be over 10 years ago. i am at a complete loss for what to do. i just know that i really long for someone to really share with, to really be with, to touch and love. my life feels really empty right now and i'm not sure how it will ever be full again. this is such not a good place to be. this is so not what i wanted for my life.
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