Sunday, June 5, 2011

my response

well i guess i found some words after all to respond to the email from my ex. it's not very polite or stoic, which i usually go for. it's raw and real. maybe i'll regret it in the morning, but it is as honest as i've ever been:

Well, if I wasn't expecting the last message, I definitely was not expecting this one. I was going to wait to respond until I had slept on this, but sleep may be a problem tonight. Anyway, a simple question came to mind as my most gut level response. Exactly, how many more opportunities do you want to break my heart? I'm sure there are a few more pieces left that you could shatter. I'm glad that you can move on to someone else. I'm not sure I have it in me anymore to know who or what I can trust. So I encourage you to find someone you can love who would likely be better for you than I could ever be. At least one of us might have some hope for happiness. Please don't write me back about this again.

i'm so tired. 

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marin mazzie - back to before (ragtime) July 4, 1998

ii was reminded of this performance tonight and wanted to share it here as a tribute to a phenomenal talent who left us way too soon.