it continues to amaze me how much i can accomplish when i feel so empty inside. today at work i somehow yet again managed to step in the role of leader/manager and move several bodies of work forward. normally, i would feel some level of satisfaction about the day's events and outcomes, but now i don't really feel much of anything.
i'm not sure how to describe in any additional detail what i'm experiencing. it just doesn't feel good. and the only thing worse is the idea is feeling like this is the best that things will get for the remainder of my life. another day goes by and the light of a better day gets dimmer. how long before it goes completely out?
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