Saturday, October 4, 2014

drug induced existentialism

today i've learned that muscle relaxers and depression are not a good combination. one would suspect that it would have mellowed me out. instead it's put me in a state where i am questioning even more why am i here and what is happening with my life. i don't feel good at all about who or where i am in life. on top of it all i'm dealing with this physical pain in my back.

another weekend lost to sadness and/or illness. i wonder how many that is this year? i may not have the quantitative answer, but i do the qualitative one. far, far, far too many.

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