Monday, June 29, 2015

why do i keep trying?

it keeps happening. conversations that only serve to prove that no one understands me. i'm not sure if i even understand me anymore. as the days go by, all i can think of is how much i want the pain to just stop. pain in my head, pain in my heart, the pain of life. why can't it all just stop? i keep trying but why? hoping for a better tomorrow that never comes.
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