i have a little voice that speaks inside my head. he feeds on conflict. interpersonal conflict is his favorite meal. he uses the nourishment to wage relentless warfare on my soul. would you like to hear a sampling of the things he says to me?
you are a fool to believe that you can really trust anyone.
these people care nothing about you.
your life is empty.
you will never find love.
you will always be alone.
being little he can find his way into the deepest most vulnerable places in my heart from which to strike. he claims to know me better than anyone. to see me more clearly than even i can see myself.
i do my best to fight him, but tonight he is winning.
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