Wednesday, August 20, 2014

i so hate when this happens

and it's back. the phenomenon that seems to always follow any experience of rejection or abandonment whether perceived or actual. this knife wound to my heart that just bleeds and bleeds, flooding my soul with sadness, despair, and a sense that there is a barrier to my being known and loved in this world. i am so very tired of this experience and of this supposed life i have.
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