i was listening to this song yesterday and in the midst of it my hope had an unfortunate collision with my doubt. i was listening to the lyrics and at a particular moment that my heart was opening to all the wonderful aspects of being "so in love" described therein, a single thought of "this really isn't going to happen for me is it?" pierced through the reverie. immediately thereafter, my soul was flooded with the despair of living the rest of my life without love and companionship.
it would be nice to get some kind of forewarning that such an experience is about to happen. i least then i could be at least somewhat prepared for the collateral damage left in its wake.
tenerife sea - ed sheeran
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