Thursday, January 2, 2014

my pain

the first song for 2014's soundtrack. i'm not sure i could have found a song that better articulates what i've been feeling for so many of these past few weeks -- a feeling that came crashing down upon me last night and literally decimated my soul. the fact that i came across it "by accident" makes it seem all the more providential. this sadness, this pain, this fear are all found here. may god have mercy on me please.

i am only one - we are the fallen


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