it has been a quiet day. quiet save the ever louder voices of my twin demons of doubt and despair. i've taken some medicine to sleep and silence them. even as i try to escape them through slumber, they begin to sing me a lullaby:
you are utterly alone
you are unwanted and unloved
you have been wrong to believe, to trust
your life means little
you will never have what you most desire
you have lost
give in
give up ....
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
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