Wednesday, March 19, 2014

an early night

it has been a quiet day. quiet save the ever louder voices of my twin demons of doubt and despair. i've taken some medicine to sleep and silence them. even as i try to escape them through slumber, they begin to sing me a lullaby:

you are utterly alone

you are unwanted and unloved

you have been wrong to believe, to trust

your life means little

you will never have what you most desire

you have lost

give in

give up ....

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marin mazzie - back to before (ragtime) July 4, 1998

ii was reminded of this performance tonight and wanted to share it here as a tribute to a phenomenal talent who left us way too soon.