so yesterday began with a hurtful interaction with sean and it ended with a hurtful interaction with sean (funny how life likes to provide us with those little symmetries). i'm not sure what this means for our friendship but after only getting four hours sleep i'm not sure that i'm capable of figuring out much. this is not the best place to be in when one has a day comprised of a packed work schedule capped off by a therapy session.
i imagine we will discuss quite a bit in that session -- some topics i know will come up but there is no certainty in what direction the discussion will go from there. i do know, right now, for my part i really will only have one simple plea. please don't ask me to open my heart up to anyone else. it feels like doing so is killing me.
marin mazzie - back to before (ragtime) July 4, 1998
ii was reminded of this performance tonight and wanted to share it here as a tribute to a phenomenal talent who left us way too soon.
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