Tuesday, November 4, 2014

can't escape


the negative thoughts keep coming. i can't seem to escape them. they pile on me to a point where i feel as if i'm being suffocated by despair. i have no hope or belief that my life will get better. i'm going to die in this darkened place aren't i? i'm going to die and no one will know. i will be gone and no one will care. i will be forgotten and the universe will smile.
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