so i had a phone message from michael last night. i also had an email from him when i awoke this morning. he shared news about his mother, the dog, work and his new dating relationship. he wrote that he thought "breaking the silence" that has existed between us (about three months) was a sign of his being ready to move on to the next phase of our "relationship/friendship."
i wrote back. shared where i am. wished him well.
he stated that he hoped his news of dating someone new did not hurt me. i told him it did. i shared that it was good that he had someone and that i doubt i will ever have love in my life.
these were not good ways to end or begin a day. my mood is on shaky ground even as i type this.
marin mazzie - back to before (ragtime) July 4, 1998
ii was reminded of this performance tonight and wanted to share it here as a tribute to a phenomenal talent who left us way too soon.
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